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drifting in your ocean of fantasies
Friday, November 14, 2008



I Love You 3/2 '08.

Hope to see us together as 4/2 '09



Saturday, November 8, 2008

Sometimes I just sit around and wonder why do humans tend to hurt each other intentionally although they'd been living together for quite a long time, spending abt at least 10hrs together everyday and multiply it with 300<365> per annum.
And sometimes they intentionally do something to befall each other, competeing unhealthily on something of the same pace, wanting the success to be only theirs and smile to see others trip and fall during the race.
Guess this is what life is all about.

I just cant figure it out why some of them with the chromosomes XX; species which are born naturally to have a soft heart are sometimes the most evil-minded creatures that any of us could least expect. Boastful. Selfish. Self-centered.
If you always claim, "Uhibbukum fillah", make sure you mean it. Coz or else you are actually making a fool with the name of Allah, The Almighty. Nauzubillah.






And now I'm adding another burden to my life.
It's double now.
And you asked me whether I'm serious or not.
Let me tell you, when I'm alone juz by myself and listen music, I listen to two songs now instead of only one.
Musytaqun & Disturbia.
And you know the songs represents who.
And.. I listen to that bam bam didam more than the first one.
You actually make my past dream relight, do u know that?
He was once my nightmare but now...
You and ur mother.
If only that day I juz walk straight and didnt accept the lift, this thing wouldnt happen.
oh Allah, which two of my friend's flesh & blood should I go on with..?
argh!
Maybe I should just listen back and hold on to the song With You.
huahua.
You! the one feeling guilty. You should know yourself. I'd given you my answer to your question.


Thursday, November 6, 2008

ya. exams sure are over.
It's not a peace of mind to me.
How much I regretted for the very last minute preparation.
My performance are way going down from the usuals.
Even brother started to realise my not organized life this yr.

yesterday ustaz salam came to me and ask a question which I wasn't expecting it but I'm not suprised at all.
and ya.. I sure dissapoint the people who cares a lot abt me, especially sir sarif. I'm sorry for breaking up my promise sir. I regret it a lot, I really do. Bt what more can I say? Even seeking for an apology is not worthy at all.
and sir isa.. I'm sorry I'd hurt u a lot too. I didnt appreciate what you'd been giving me all dis while.
I'm worth nothing at all now. I'd hurt u guys so much. I guess you'd even give up on me.
I'm just counting my days now.. to the 14th of November.