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Friday, March 20, 2009

Semenjak I da upgrade myself from microwave to stove, dapur I asek berasap je.
Tapi tak mengapa, demi kesejahteraan rumahtanggaku kelak, aku bertekad untuk terus memahirkan diriku beraksi dengan kuali dan periuk dan bukan sekadar mangkuk plastik.

Inilah semangat kental aku yang dah ghairah nak kahwin. (O level blm lepas dah gatal plak).

Nasihatku pada wanita melayu yang masih single sekelian,
Janganlah mencari pasangan hidup dari kaum melayu. Kenapa?
Cuba tengok sekeliling kita, apa jadi pada kaum lelaki melayu kita?
Hidup dalam hiburan, tidak mahu maju ke hadapan, terpengaruh pada kehidupan barat dan tidak bersikap bertanggungjawab.

Dan di bawah ini tertera sikap lelaki yg bukan menjadi idaman wanita muslimah yang waras:

1- Penagih batang rokok
2- Menukar warna rambut asli
3- Gemar memakai seluar maha ketat
4- Rambut seperti hutan rimba
5- Lelaki yg suka gossip

Bangkitlah wahai kaum lelaki. Sesungguhnya kamu semua yang bakal mengetuai kita dan membimbing kita kepada jalan yang benar.

Pada pendapatku, menularnya gejala lesbian akibat kurangannya lelaki ideal yang layak dijadikan pasangan hidup. Pada kaum lelaki, jangan sesekali mentertawakan lesbian kerana anda merupakan salah satu puncanya selain daripada kekurangan pedoman mereka sendiri.



I'm getting more and more nocturnal.
I sleep when there's time and I'm awake in the middle of the night.
I actually activate myself from 12:30am to 4:00am, take a short nap before going to school and wakes up at 5:50am.
Reach home from school lately by 6pm, had dinner and clean myself, lock myself in my room pretending to do homework but actually sleep soundly and wake up at 12:30am to catch up with my schoolworks and there goes my life cycle.
I'm changing back my habit in this March Holidays hoping to get a new healthy sleeping habit as I realised my health is at stake. Suffering from severe headaches, groggy visions, lack of focus, bad blood circulation, body aching, slow reflex respond and flawful appearance.

Yes, lack of sleep is unhealthy but TOO MUCH OF SLEEP IS ALSO UNHEALTHY.
You! Yes, you yg bulat2 lobang idong kembang jangan nak sindir2 I tk cukup tidur lagi.



Wajah mu kerap ku mimpi
Wajah mu sering ku puja
Buatku terasa sepi
Kala ku bukakan mata

Kau masih belum pun ku punya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka

Cintamu kerap ku mimpi
Cintamu sering ku damba
Buatku terasa sedih
kala ku bukakan mata

Kau masih belum pun ku dakap
Rinduku masih kau tak singkap

Bila nak saksi
Kau datang terkulai
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang membelai
Bila nak saksi
Cintaku sampai

Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan
Kau dapat bersama
Nyatakan cinta yang terpendam
Membina istana tersergam

Bila nak saksi
Kau datang terkulai
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang membelai
Bila nak saksi
Cintaku sampai

Kau masih belum pun ku punya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka

Bila nak saksi
Kau datang terkulai
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang membelai
Bila nak saksi
Cintaku sampai
Bila nak saksi
Cintamu kugapai

Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan
Kau dapat bersama

-Bila Nak Saksi by Spider.


I just appreciate the words.
They touched my heart.


Sunday, March 8, 2009

First Sunday of the first week of the third month of 2009.
As usual, Sunday is the only day I can really slack and slop.
To my surprise, woke up at 7:15am after solat subuh had my special cheesy bread. Then tido balik, woke up at 8:57am, rush to laundry room (tk tahan nk g toilet), went back to bed and checked my phone- 3 new messages & 2 missed calls, then tertido balik, woke up at 9:45am. On the way to kitchen passed by abang's room and found out he was playing psp, just went back from BBQ with his friends. Then, make light breakfast for myself and switch on the TV at the living room and watched nickelodeon, then disney channel then cartoon network and okto.

hmm.. Had quite a tough week as I panicked for had not started my text for munazarah then suddenly that munazarah thingy postponed to next friday, 13th March. Good news man, but grrrrr! Wasted my energy to work my heart all out pumping more blood to my trembled body for panicking.
Also, had been saving for the past few weeks then suddenly the urge of having vanilla milkshake (thanks to Sir Haidad), almond oreo crush, strawberry oreo blend, Old Chang Kee's finger snacks, Prima Deli waffles, Mr Bean's blueberry puffs had cost me the whole of my savings! (mengalahkan yee)
Oh, thats me when it come to cravings. ok fine, that explains how I'd grown this big.
School's stuff? Oh! feel like shovling them all aside. And forget about it for a moment.
Three months already, and I'm still slacking?
HELLLLOOOO! (junnah's style) wake up girl! O level's in 5 mnths time!!

K, wait a min guys. My phone's ringing. (Avril Lavigne is singing "Keep holding on")

Ok, just got a call from sis dayah senin, my new senior frm preu1. Asked for sis radhi's cntct no. and asking my progress with the munazarah preparation, feel like saying "-nil-", but dun wanna dissapoint myself. So I say "lagi nk bt ni".

It's 1:37pm, haven't had my 2hrs Sunday lunch- Eating and reading session.
k, lets check out whats for lunch.
Aww.. It's nasi lemak bought by uncle. It's ok, da bagos dpt mkn. bersyukur dayah.
-Alhamdulillah- (Yan's style)
Oh yay! And abang brought home a new archie comic.

Gonna meet nisa at Bedok Libr at 3pm.
Alamak blm mandi lg. Blm decide nk pki bju ape lg. Argh! malas plak nk klua.

Ok got to go now. Blm kemas rumah lg.
Take care everyone. =)
Love my 4209 class (Bell jepun hilang-tsk tsk tsk-)