Life is a fantasized reality ♥

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Had been over the moon.
Though there's nothing so promising about, I can see the grace and hope to it.
I had never stop praying to Allah may what I wish for will come true.
And when he was praying there while I was in the room tidying the shelf, just the two of us, somehow I can imagine and dream, seeing him as my imam one day. Somehow, the atmosphere in the room was full of serenity. In my heart I said, 'Allah, please make him be the one'. hehe. Double H.
Hamdan lillah. Though there's nothing that is promising enough yet, I can see that because of him, I am making myself closer to You, thanking You for making me appreciate the true meaning of love and adoration as it is in the path which isn't in the wrath of You.

While on the other side of the reality, I never imagine myself to be a heartbreaker. But the thing is, you yourself doesn't convince me. Doesnt make me feel secure enough. Lets not think it as being materialistic. But this is life. A reality. Though you promised to allow me to pursue my dreams, but I know, one day, if it is meant to be, then it might not happen. I'm sure I can comprehend that. Because I know you may not afford so. And I analyzed almost every aspect that many things about us will not tally. How different are our mindset. And I believe it will be different to my family as well. That is another important factor that must be considered.

So lets just pray for the best. For He knows whats best for me, for you and for everyone.
Wallahu a'lam.

Take care everyone. =)