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Saturday, December 13, 2008

"Get up on your feet and be strong!"

Thanks to someone for giving me motivational chat for about 4 hrs? hehe.
And my handphone was piping hot. How I wish it could burn the fats that clogged on my cheek once and for all instead of just increasing the rate of enzyme amylase in my mouth.

Ya.. I should pick myself up quickly and move on instead of sitting down and sob for nothing on things that were over. This should be the biggest lesson to me. Looking at how people around me react to see my results, only Allah know how it feels.

well.. At least mum was being supportive enough as she said even successfull people do face failures at times. And now, mum return back to her old position as my personal facilitator at home or I can say "personal asisstant"? okay.. don't count all her nags 24/7. -_-
She also did mention something that's quite harsh, "I thought I retired! But it seems like you've not grown up yet".. hmph!

To people out there who might be sharing the same fate with me, I hope this phrase could light up your spirit back because it works on me.
"We never face success all the way as we should give failure a chance to help us wake up".
I hope I got the phrase correct. But it does sound something like that.

Reflecting back who I am before since I was young, I should stop this nonsense once and for all and be back on my feet- the real me. It does hurt to see those who'd been racing with me all this while, the people who'd always behind me suddenly take their turn and left me behind all by myself and lead at the front. And I mean it, all of them. Hey, it's a healthy competition though.

Ok, guess I should stop for now. It's usually easier said than done.
It's good to see I've started preparing for next year. I hope this spirit continues to light all the way until I reach my final destination, insyaAllah. =)