Sunday, May 17, 2009
Pheww. Exams sure are over. Well, I can forecast how the results will turn out to be.
One day while I was starting to memorise for my exam the next day. I stared at the book and wonder how come I used to get top 4 and not nowdays. Just how did I prepare for myself. Thinking back, I used to study last minute just like what I'm doing now.
Then suddenly I flip through my sec2 science books- The subject which I usually score distinction (not being boast but only flashing the nice memories), I then remember that I usually read the topics before my teacher start teaching in class and I will always give the utmost attention and focus not even forgot to put in determination and love to study and know more about what the teacher was teaching. And recalling back now how I perform in class- sleeping while the teacher was explaining.
I just hate myself now. The fact that I just started to slack made some of them think differently from who I used to be. Well, I cant blame him for his bloodytounge cause I myself let him do that.
And now I can expect how my results would be.
Yes, I know, the society I live in have little tolerance to failure.
Sorry mum. It's not worthy to say it and realise it now but it's better to say sorry than never.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Tuhan sembunyikan matahari,
Dia datangkan petir dan kilat,
Kita menangis dan bertanya,
Mengapa hilangnya matahari?
Rupa-rupanya Tuhan nak beri kita pelangi.
I appreciate it, I really do
But all good things just have to end
Or we won't know what life is for
And what it's all about.
For all I know, it does not bring any damage to me
Though it's a torture, a real tough one
But it didn't kill me, and I believe it won't
For He knows the maximum strength each of us can cope.
It's a pity it just stops there
For you are the king in many aspects
But He knows whats best for me
And whats best for you.
Perhaps the king need a real queen
And I'm just a dwarf looking up to the sky
Endure only rain drops from the silver clouds
And never be shone by a ray of sunshine.
But it was a beam I once hope for
Nevertheless I know it could harm me
But the fact that the beam was not the cause
It was just me where the problem lies.
Face it missy
Come back to earth
Life is forever a reality
Can never match the fantasy.
Dia yang mencipta hati dan perasaan.
Dialah juga yang tahu bagaimana menenangkan dan memuaskan hati ciptaanNYA.
Mengenal Allah secara tepat.
Itulah kunci kepuasan dan ketenangan hati.
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