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Sunday, May 17, 2009

Pheww. Exams sure are over. Well, I can forecast how the results will turn out to be.
One day while I was starting to memorise for my exam the next day. I stared at the book and wonder how come I used to get top 4 and not nowdays. Just how did I prepare for myself. Thinking back, I used to study last minute just like what I'm doing now.
Then suddenly I flip through my sec2 science books- The subject which I usually score distinction (not being boast but only flashing the nice memories), I then remember that I usually read the topics before my teacher start teaching in class and I will always give the utmost attention and focus not even forgot to put in determination and love to study and know more about what the teacher was teaching. And recalling back now how I perform in class- sleeping while the teacher was explaining.

I just hate myself now. The fact that I just started to slack made some of them think differently from who I used to be. Well, I cant blame him for his bloodytounge cause I myself let him do that.

And now I can expect how my results would be.
Yes, I know, the society I live in have little tolerance to failure.
Sorry mum. It's not worthy to say it and realise it now but it's better to say sorry than never.