Life is a fantasized reality ♥

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Yes I know.
Cut Off points- 9
And the effort I put in.
Doesnt tally at all.
Dream and effort can never match.

Yes I know.
Without you blabbering those hurtful words.
I'd long stand in the world of reality.
I'd long know how less you give in to those low scores.
But to change from the new worthless me to the original me
Still take some time
Can't you try to understand that?
I'm trying my best to adapt on new things.
Can't you see I'm immune now to all those things.
So why can't you try to be the vaccine?
If not so, try to find a cure
For this wound need time to recover.

If you say you hate to see me in this state
Then do you think I love to be there
A place far from my competing peers
And letting the society judge me wrongly?

I'd long be at the peak
And had the victory mine at all times
So do you think I enjoy to be at the ground floor?
After I just started to carve my name on the top
And then being burried by dust of failures.
I'd long knew to climb up wasn't easy
And to be knocked down and fell just need a tick of time.

But you need to know
That changing need time
It won't give a lasting effect if it was to be drastic
I promised to myself and to the deserving people
That I'll be all healed and recover
From the nasty mind disease
Before I face the war and be all ready to strive the best once again.