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Monday, February 8, 2010

Wow it had been decades since I last updated this blog and it's getting pretty dusty here huh. :D

Many things had happen ever since the day we had been waiting for came upon. The feeling of being struck by lightning (if I could exagerate to that extend) indeed made a great impact in my life. It's like carrying me to a new revolution when not only Plan A was off track but even my Plan D was not on the lane. I can say I wasn't walking on Earth because internally I was dead but physically.... you just have to carry a strong front for the sake of the loved ones.

For some moments I was freakingly afraid if I might lose my drive when suddenly an idea of blaming The Almighty was part of my brain cells. But seriously I am so thankful to Allah for giving me strong and beautiful people around me- all throwing words of wisdom and guidance to see the grace of blessing in disguise of all things that happen in our life. Hamdan lillah. I believe He still loves me even with all my disobey and weaknesses.

Thank you all. And I dedicate my gratitude to my one and only mum for always standing strong for me although I dissapoint you too much. I am thankful that you never lose faith on me and has been supportive enough. Indeed you know me better than I do- of what I capable of. (but sometimes you don't :D).

Salamun minni lakum.
Take care loves. :)