Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Bila hati ini dah betol2 kecewa.
That'll be my answer without you spitting the question to me.
I used to try my very best to be there with her when she's facing her failure so that she won't feel left out. Yet the moment when I really need the presence.. Well. Actions proven enough.
And the reason why I didn't come on that particular day is because of you.
No other reason. Its just you. The person I used to love most. Used to. That is. Indeed.
Never dare to ever say the word "miss". You never mean it. Action speaks louder than words.
This heart is tired of begging for your time and love. Tired of being a beggar. A beggar who never been running out of love, yet, still and still keep on begging.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Mencuba untuk fahami
Mencari celah hatimu
Bila harus menangis
Aku akan menangis
Namun air mata
Ini telah habis
Segalanya telah kuberikan
Tapi kau tak pernah ada pengertian
Mungkin kita harus jalani
Cinta memang cukup sampai disini
Mencuba untuk rasuki
Menyentuh palung jiwamu
Bila harus menghiba
Aku kan menghiba
Namun rasa ini telah
Sampai di hujung lelahku
Segalanya telah kuberikan
Tapi kau tak pernah ada pengertian
Mungkin kita harus jalani
Cinta memang cukup sampai disini.
-D'Massiv : Cinta sampai di sini.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Looking back I realized again how much mother went through a lot of hardships. A petite lady who used to be timid, a little introvert, very shy, not daring and very obedient now became a very strong single mother. A timid full-time housewife now became a businesswoman from different trades to trades just to bring up her children. Am very proud of her.
So again I wondered.. A person like me who is very much different from the mother.. And even mum said she saw my attitude developed from young toddler: an independent and fast learner girl; now being a very weak defeated person. I am very embarrassed of myself. Indeed, I am.
So I suppose.. Its not too late to flip a new chapter within these last few months left before 2010 ends.. Am gonna start afresh!
Indeed the rhythm made by the waves and sea breeze that sweep through the face helps her dive deep into the soul and swim in her thoughts.
Guess I really am customized with living alone with no surrounding peers now that its been multiple times I spend time at the beach with my own self.
Now lets get started with prelim exams! :)
Sunday, September 12, 2010
"Do what you want. Nothing to say"
Thank you a lot my dearest sleeping beauty prince. You don't care anymore don't you. You washed your hands off me. That is just what it takes to make my day. A mark on my life.
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