Life is a fantasized reality ♥

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Looking back I realized again how much mother went through a lot of hardships. A petite lady who used to be timid, a little introvert, very shy, not daring and very obedient now became a very strong single mother. A timid full-time housewife now became a businesswoman from different trades to trades just to bring up her children. Am very proud of her.

So again I wondered.. A person like me who is very much different from the mother.. And even mum said she saw my attitude developed from young toddler: an independent and fast learner girl; now being a very weak defeated person. I am very embarrassed of myself. Indeed, I am.

So I suppose.. Its not too late to flip a new chapter within these last few months left before 2010 ends.. Am gonna start afresh!

Indeed the rhythm made by the waves and sea breeze that sweep through the face helps her dive deep into the soul and swim in her thoughts.
Guess I really am customized with living alone with no surrounding peers now that its been multiple times I spend time at the beach with my own self.

Now lets get started with prelim exams! :)